Tales of the City: Rebecca

When I’m going through one of my obsessive writing phases, I find myself daydreaming constantly about the real people I have met, seen or been told about over the years in the hope that my imagination takes me by the hand and leads me to a new story.

I confess, it might be you.

(Chances are it won’t be though, and if it is, bravo for being suitably intriguing!)

And even if it is you, it wouldn’t really be “you.”

It would be how I imagine you being.

What you do behind closed doors.

Where your mind wanders when you can’t sleep at night.

But please don’t be alarmed by this!

It’s not nearly as creepy as it sounds, I promise!

Recently I have been thinking a lot about a lady that I had a fleeting brush with during my day job in one of Scotland’s big cities.

Rebecca

Rebecca is not her real name.

(The truth is that I can’t actually remember her name).

In someways being nameless suits her.

She was the lead environmental advisor within an international corporate machine.

I was seconded on a short term project to said corporate machine and a small part of my role was to ask her some questions and get her approval on certain matters.

As a yet-to-be introduced observer, she was immaculate.

Late twenties. Power dresser. Endless designer shoes and handbags. Long dark glossy hair. Perfect smile and a throaty infectious laugh.

Essentially – extremely attractive in a very made up type of way.

All eyes followed her as she glided past.

Despite this, I noticed that she often kept herself to herself in the open plan office.

The untouchable female: professional, aloof, and seemingly in with all the important people, especially of the male variety.

Kudos to her, I thought.

Secretly, I found the prospect of working with her rather intimidating but the time had come when I couldn’t put it off any longer and so off I went to introduce myself and set up a meeting.

I went to her desk in the morning. She wasn’t there.

I popped past later in the day, still not there.

I checked her planner. There was nothing scheduled into her outlook diary suggesting she was in meetings or offsite.

The next morning, she arrived, but was gone by the time I got to her desk.

Gone to an appointment, a co-worker said.

I didn’t see her again that day.

Anyway, after a day or so, I just dropped her an email saying hi, I’m so-and-so, sorry I keep missing you, and I’m looking to set up a meeting.

Standard stuff.

No response.

A follow up with a call, leaving a voicemail.

No response.

Things were starting to get a little awkward.

Was she screening me?

I would see her periodically around the office.

Yet still no response.

I couldn’t get near her before she would disappear.

Or be flirting, laughing.

Maybe she was busy or just didn’t see my request as a priority?

Nothing unusual but why not reply and palm me off rather than avoid and ignore me?

Finally, I spoke to my client, her colleague, and explained the situation.

He just told me to persevere and that as he was paying my firm for me to do the work, he didn’t want to get involved.

As I walked away, I could hear him whispering with his PA.

I finally had an opportunity to corner her later that day.

I was heading for the ladies loos as she was heading out.

I started to talk, but she marched past me, smoothing her skirt down, eyes straight ahead. Stern look.

She stumbled, clipping the wall, gathered herself and then marched on again.

Dash, I had missed my chance.

With her stumble, the time just didn’t feel right. She clearly had something more pressing on her mind.

Then she disappeared from the office completely.

Forever.

It was almost as if I had imagined her presence all along.

Much later, I overheard that on her last day she had gone to a hair appointment at 11am and hadn’t returned for the rest of the day.

Apparently, this was a liberty she was increasingly taking, but because the environment was predominantly male, there was no eyebrow arching and so she carried on doing it.

The story goes that the morning after said hair appointment, she had been caught by the managing director in yesterday’s clothes crawling towards her desk on her hands and knees after making it up five floors of fire stairs.

She was disheveled and off her face on drink and drugs and, worse, had driven her car into work.

She was sacked on the spot, escorted of the premises and sent home in a taxi never to be seen or heard of again.

Apparently, her glamour and professionalism had all been a facade and that it was well known (or at least suspected) by colleagues that her life was becoming more and more chaotic as a result of her involvement in the high end cocaine and cocktail scene.

She had been spiralling out of control for a while, and that day it had started at 11am in the hairdressers with a large glass of wine.

Knowing that a storm was brewing, it amazes me that no one had taken Rebecca aside, spoken to a manager, or raised any sort of confidential concern with human resources.

Yet, they all knew, and, in hindsight it was obvious to me too, that some had “egged her” on in the office when she was teetering on the brink of melt down.

When I reflect on it in more depth, it doesn’t actually surprise me so much that no one threw her a life line.

I myself have found myself in a vortex of unrequited loyalty with employers and colleagues in the past over the heads of significantly more trivial matters. The reality being, in most cases at work, it’s everyone for him or herself.

I mainly wonder what happened to this unemployed and realistically significantly less employable female of high calibre with an expensive cocaine and lifestyle habit.

Did she get a wake up call, or is she sleeping on the streets, stripping, or worse?

I’m pretty sure there’s a story out there somewhere.

Do you find yourself daydreaming about the lives of others?

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16 thoughts on “Tales of the City: Rebecca

  1. Whenever I sit somewhere and people watch, my mind always turns to imagining the lives of the people I am viewing. I can never know if my imagination is an accurate assessment of reality, of course, which is what makes it fun. Analyzing people one does actually know at least a bit can be less fun.

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  2. I always wonder about people, too. Partly because I’m such a story-teller – I’ll wonder about a person and make up an entire back story about them! This person you describe would DEFINITELY have me wondering, too.

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  3. I do catch myself conjuring up stories in my mind about people who appear intriguing. I am happy to report that I probably don’t look too interesting to others to warrant notice 🙂

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    • Absolutely! In fact Im finding this the case at the moment with bloggers. I imagine them to be a certain way… I could be middle aged man called Bob from Tennessee for all you know 😉

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    • Reading your fantastic anecdotes about Philip, I’m certain you aren’t! It’s interesting to me that you don’t. I have always been fascinated by other people’s lives, my earliest memory of this being a family holiday to London and me just sitting gawping at all the weird and wonderful people on the underground train system!

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  4. It’s one thing to wonder about people, but it takes artistry to write about them as you do here. What’s strange is that I was sort off routing for Rebecca to get fired even though you were consistently giving her the benefit of the doubt. I love how you foreshadow her troubles with her stumble in the hall. At that point things grew darker and I started to worry about her, and in the end a tragic yet familiar waste. Well done.

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